written on 21 May
at 2109 hrs

*you make me sick.* -pink

I seriously think I could punch Ben in the face right now. So, I didn't talk to him today 'cuz we usually don't talk that much during the day, anyway. We have to pretend that we're busy. And then he left me these messages while I was away indicating he was going out with his boyfriends tonight. Again. I thought that maybe since I'm leaving tomorrow for a week, that he might want to spend a little time with me. Apparently I was way wrong. And selfish.

Then he got bitchy with the messages tonight, so I'm not at all inclined to wake up early to call him and say bye. Ass.

Avs won!!!!!!!!!!! Man, it's such a shame that people don't understand how much ass hockey kicks. (Sorry 'bout your team, BJ. Sucks.) Andreas is so cute.
82 (21:13:31): go avs!
RaynDancin (21:13:34): yaaay!!
82 (21:13:49): heehee. finals. whoo.
82 (21:13:58): this kicks so much arse.
82 (21:14:37): but now i go get pasta.

So, it's 9:19 (for those of you who don't like my military time style,) and I still have one more load of laundry to do. And I haven't started packing. This is the best. This is crunch-time, baby!

Yikes. I think I need to settle down.

I worked on my cast list a little bit. Check it out, man.

Speaking of Man, she isn't talking to me right now. I'm not really sure why. She just sorta stopped talking last night. I think it has something to do with me and BJ.

I really hate selfish people. So, I was watching Weakest Link tonight, as I like to do on Mondays, and this week was Celebrity WL. And George (da Bears!) was kickin' some ass. He answered ALL of his questions right in every round, and they voted him off! What the fuck? And this is like, that Kathy chick from MTV and Rob Schneider and that one chick from Talk Soup doing the voting. It was really shitty. But, he was graceful about it. And Anne was so cute. She said, "George, regrettably, you have been voted off. Good-bye, sir." It was sweet.

I guess I better stop rambling and attempt to get some stuff done for tomorrow.

Don't worry, though, I'll be back.

I'll be back, and you'll be sorry!
You'll be sorry!
I'm already sorry.